insanityattack

So. Im gonna be a helpful bastard and make a list of things NOT TO DO when i am experiencing a panic attack. 1. NEVER EVER keep saying my name over and over again. "Si are you ok? Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Si Siiiiiiiiii!?" That will make me panic even more and it'll make the overall attack much worse. 2. Don't follow me ok. When i leave the class room or whatever, its usually cos i want to be alone. If the panic attack is bad enough i may throw up or break down and i don't want people to see that. If anything it'll make it worse cos ill think your judging me! So do not come and follow me. If i need help

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